bjasa kpd manusia

aku,,ejay,,ayu,,

yeaaa,, apa aku wat ek??
yer aku derma darah!!!
opss bkn derma dara ok!
arini aku mnderma darah wat kali kbrapa ek??
dh lupa,,
means dh byk kali la aku mnderma,,
hahaha,, vangga!!

yea n surprising is pinat also derma,,
1st tme tuh utk pinat,,
ngis2 dia derma,,
hbs hingus lekat kat baju aku,,
BTW tahniah pinat,,
anda bjaya,,

frens lain yg trut bsama mnderma,,
ejay,ayu,atu n aijum,, yeaaa km dh bjasa,,
tlg owg ramai nih,, ni ja yg mampu km lakukan sbg 1 bakti kpd masyarakat!
well done to us

ni hah muka dak yg nangis derma darah,,capinat!!

turut serta mnderma n sbg ahli terakhir yg mnderma,,siti haizum aka aijum sengal

atu,,minah plg excited dlm hal derma darah!!

cameron tripzzz

1st week of weekend in UTP,,
damn bored if xda wat papa kan,,
nk blk tp mls nk drve,,
so decided xblk,,
ejay n pinat mghilang jmpa laki msg2,,
rumet aku,,
kompom blk umah,,
nk g jenjalan,,
eija+aijum+atu xda duit,,

so aku pon pura2 ada duit,,
plan p cameron,,
p nih sbb aku dh jnj dgn shida dulu,,
blk intern nk p cameron dgn dia n teah,,
alang2 mgu nih busan2,,
p ja rr,,

kbetulan atie plak nk mai,,
so aku pon ajak la ati n laki dia,,
so here we r,,
jouurney to cameron,,

starting on saturday morning,,
slept in cameron 1nite,,
blk on sunday noon,,
tired,,
but its ok,,
as long as dh tunaikan jnj dgn shida n teah,,
n ati pon enjoy ja dgn laki dia,,

p/s:mls nk story detail2,,layan pic ehh,,

atie,me,yaya,intan,teah,shida,,

me n butterfly

atie n lakinya

strawberi sweet,,sukaaaa

tea farm,,bharat tea..nice n calm

pose aja

frenss yg epi2 ja got b in cameron,,

italia shirt,,a gift from shida that just came back from italy,,love u shida,,

Agro Farm,,nice place

having a cup of hot strawbery flavor tea,,sedap yummy

meeting buddies

g lpk maktab,,
story ni tme aku last day intern in kulim,,
ermm,,

lpk dgn syada on friday eve,,
then not feeling well a bit,,
ignore myself for a whle,,

next day,,
saturday,,
syada went out wth choi,,
her bf,,
so i need a back up plan,,

so decided to went out wth this buddies,,
never met yet,,
lynkan aja,,,
alang2 aku kat mktab nih,,

kuar la lpk g quensbay,,
dgn Anne n her best fren,,
ajk mawas n latte join,,
so that meriah skt rmai2,,

here a few pic of us,,
mcD free sponsored by Anne,,
as conclusions,,
love to b frens with all,,

thnx dude

ming egg n anne

mawas n latte melahap each of them have 2big burger,,gilo pnya boya,,

we r in quensbay,,taken pic by teah,,si tgn gegar,,

teah si tgn gegar mnjadi model kasut,,

kelompor

me epi gilo

back to utp on thursday nite,,
early friday morning starter journey to kl,,
to antar dila my cuzen to unikl,,
then dcided to jmpa Fatin,,
a fren of,,

met her,,
but no pic of her,,
coz in camera dong,,

later on,,back to ceras,,
where i will sleep..
umah nisah,,,
lpk2 umh nisah,,
mnd rlx2 jap,,
kuar mkn,,

the nex day,,
started again another journey,,
went to the zoo negara,,
met my sister,,
awin dgn rombongan sekolah dia,,

then picturing here n thre,,
i left my camera to awin,,
sbb dia nk g jln2 xda camera,,
as a gud sister bg la pnjam camera tuh,,

then i went to midvalley,,
let my other sister which i called Baby met her bf,,
lpk diorang dating,,

went to sogo,,
met endang,,
pusing sogo jap,,
blah plak,,
g damansara,,
umah kakak nisah,,
lpk mkn smua,,

pas mgrb grk kuar,,
g jmpa nemo,,
my bblogger fren,,
lpk dgn nemo,,
mkn kat william loh,,
dh lma aku dok tliur nk mkn kat william nih,,
asyik tgk gambar ja dlm blog nemo,, akhirnya tcapai,,
moh aku sertakan bukti2 aku smp willaim bsama nemo,,
lalalalaaa

me n nemo

mkn2 daa

jumbo drink+chicken lassagna+large meat ball,,so nice

epi face of nemo :D

nabila n baby,,adik nemo n adik aku,,

nice food,,nan cheess,,yummy gilooo,,

nisah n yummy drink,,avocado+soursoup+nangka=damn sedap weii

chicken harisa spice,,sedoppppp!!!

zoo trip

nisah n butterfly,,

hatiku...

atiku sdg rasa pedih sgt,,
knapakah??
aku taw aku bmain di alam fantasy,,
namun knapa aku msh plu ada rsa pedih,,
ckup la skdar luka yg ku rsa,,
xplu pedih di ati yg bgai dihiris smbilu lama,,

arghhh,,
aku mnangis lg,,
plukah ini tjadi??
walau di alam fantasy???
benarkah alam fantasy jg ada pahit dan onak durinya?
knapa aku xbisa kecapi bahgia di alam fantasy ini?

plukah aku kmbali ke alam ini?
adakah fantasy ini bisa ku truskan?
arghhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
deruan air mataku,,
bagai si kucing blari2 dikejar anjing,,
laju,tcungap2,oksigen bagaikan tdk mcukupi di alam ini,,

arghhh,,
knapa plu aku rasai pilu ini,,
di saat bahgia ku di alam fantasy ini mbawa ku terbang jauh tgi di udara,,
knapa aku plu jatuh dgn sakitnya,,
adakah ini blsan ku kerna berani terbang tgi jauh di udara??

help,,
bicara ku mgkin terhenti,,
degupan jantung mkin kencang,,
pemikiran ku mkin jauh mlayang,,
entah di mana jiwa ku brada di kala tgn ku sdg mrencanakan kata2 ati ku ini,,

oh Tuhan,,
kuatkan hambamu ini,,
mghadapi liku2 yg tlh dipilihnya,,
arghhh,,

once again,,
feeling like tears are running fast over my face,,
warm,,
no bodies around,,
only me,,
alone,,
in da middle of nite,,
sitting infront of lappy,,
tryng to express myself using the keyboard,,

calm down SYAZANA,,
theres a way for ur pain,,
theres a love can u gain,,
sabar la,,

sdh,,
pilu,,
sunyi,,
frustrated,,

p/s:xda kna mngena dgn xbf ku
just luahan ati utk bicara keyboard yg dh lma xku rencanakan

sepi

dh lm aku sepi dr alam bloging kan,,
bkn aku xnk bloging,,
tp byk sgt bnda dlm otk aku,,
BTW this is my last week as intern student,,
later on i b back as UTP student full timer,,
meet all my dearest frens,, c ya next week dear,,
aku skg memilih utk hidup dialam fantasy,,
yg hnya ada kbahgiaan smentra,,
aku plk kenapa aku sgp tglkan alm reality yg pnh kpastian,,
namun alam fantasy jg plihan aku,,
mgkn aku terleka dgn keasyikan alam fantasy,,
but i hve decided so i hve to face all the subsequences of my decision,,
sedih gmbra,, telan sj,,
sapa soh nk sgt amik jalan nih,,
xpa syazana,,
b strong,,
u may face all it,,
u may let go the fantasy world slowly,,
u can syazana,,
u r strong,,
u have great frens,,
they wth u all the tme,,