^_~

Monday, September 28, 2009

searching 4 moonlight but i get sunlite~~love it

kpala pusing
otak mereng..
decided to find sme space for myself..
wthout think twice,,
i took a bus to penang...
cos theres the place that easily for me to find peace,calmness,love,beach,moonlight,,

trus roger syada,,
then smp sana syada still hve class,,
i kol amad,,
ask him to fetch me,,
amad fetch me up,,

then have a tme wth him at jusco perda..
lpk2 smp dia pon mgonline kan jumaatnya,,
halal la no amad,,
aku xpaksa ang ponn,,
ang yg rela..
BTW thnx sbb lpk dgn aku,,

then amad antr aku p kat syada,,
lpk la bsama syada,,
then kuar antr ayu dia nk g kl,,
ayu ni kwn syada,,
then lps tu ktorg blur xtaw nk lpk mn,,
sbb tgh pokai+tgh pns,,
so nk lpk pon kang hitam legam lak km,,
huhuhu,,

xpala,,
aku ckp kt blk lpk blk ja,,
kang kt kuar buka posa sm2,,
then blk bilik syada,,
lpk2 roger dear anne ajk buka sm2,,
dh jnj nk buka sm dgn dia,,
alang2 aku da kt sana ajk la sx,,

then xtaw nk buka mn,,
apa lg mcd la jwbnya,,
mka aku pon g mcd dgn syada+anne+chibi+umi..
chibi=rumet anne..
umi=rumet syada..
aku xdala bw rumet kerna rumet ku mst blk manjung tme tuh,,
wawawa
aku mkn cm besa la double cis beger tp aku ada extra mc flurry,,
anne blnja,,
dia ckp mkn ice cream gve her calmness when saddness appear,,
btl ak anne??
hehehe,,
BTW thnx dear..

k finish that nite,,
pas buka blk bilik smula,,
then syada g traweh,,
aku pon lpk la sowg2 dlm blk dia,,
apa lg bfacebook jala aku,,
hahaha,,
then dok sat aku pon pk nk std utk test,,
dan la aku buka 2lecture,,
then asyik bsn+mnguap ja,,
hahaha,,

syada dh tdr,,
last2 aku g borak dgn anne,,
borak bg nk lbam,,
nsb xsmp subuh,,hahaha
pas borak km pon msk tdr la,,
nek lbm dh mata msg2,,

then bmula la ari baru~~
sabtu,,
aku bgn dh kul bpa ek,,
then mlyn muvi bisu dgn syada,,
sbb audio laptop dia rosak
hahaha,,
jnj leh phm sudah,,
bc sub ja rr,,

pas zuhur km pon start roney..
roney is syada's myv..

in roney otw to fetch eida

pa lg journey to the island la,,
dte dgn eida jg,,
g pusing2 area komtar cr eida,,
then took eida togather,,
move to feringgi~~
there we stat on our tme togather,,

now wth eida togather

love eida n syada much2,,
i had throw my pain my serabutness into the sea..
brg back the epiness memory i hv wth them..
but scar in my heart will remain..

k la,,itu ja kot utk beach sunlite moonlite,,
hehehe,,napa i put that name??
cos beach+moonlight gve me lots of meaning n wonderful memory~~
but seems hard to have moonlite syada replace it wth sunlite,,
BTW i enjoy it,,
walaupon sunburn sket2,,hehehe

wah pnjg ckp,,
pic xda msk2,,meh msk pic,,lalalaaa,,

yea we r at the beach..epi~~

we r at masjid tanjung bunga~~smyg dl b4 papapon,,hehe

on the rock under coconut tree~~nice

looking foward for the peace~~

so sweet 3anak dara^_~

main air~~ms mensunburnkan muka,,

minah kuda~~cik syada..hehehehe,,nk nek kuda tp tgh kayap so bgmbr dgn kuda pon jd rr syada oi,,hehehe,,len kali kt p tme kaya k..

last but not least..mlm tu g bbuka dgn eida n syada kat area2 muzium perang,,
not bad la kt situ,,
nice,,calm,,sweet,,sdap,,
kra ok lah,,

then hantar eida blk USM,,
then g jempur dear anne..
dia nk tmpg blk maktab bsama,,
blk la km b3 k maktab,,

damn tired,,
ttdo lupa sgala mslh,,
esk pg bgn2 ja trus siap2 nk blk ipoh,,
utp is waiting 4me,,
kmbali ke alam utp rrr..

x.o.x.o~~sakura^_^miyuki

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

aktiviti sblum mjelang nya 1syawal

dh nama pon b4 mnjelang 1syawal,, means aku dlm bulan posa la lg.. RAMADHAN.. yess,, aku thn ni xda la blh posa penuh,, tu mmg kompem la kan,, wawawa,, tp plg xbest,, aku mmg posa sket ja thn nih,, plus bz,,' mmg xtrsa blalunya ramadan thn nih,, ades.. xsempat nk kumpul amalan,, tup2 dh raya,, papon smua nih pending story la,, ni crta2 lama,, xdala crita sgt just pic ja,,nk uplod bg,, lalalaaa.. lyn~~~

bbuka bsama man..bf pinat at ipoh parade steambot..yumyum..

bsahur bsama teman2 tsayang di kdai beskal,,dibelanja oleh ej...thnx dndA


bbuka di mcD bsama anne+syada+chibi+umi..

syada+chibi...

bbuka dgn syada+eida at penang...eida lanja..muahzzz yum2

eida

aku jg ada mjlis bbuka dgn dak2 matrix mechi july06,,tp pic dia adeh jap size besor,,klu ok aku msukkan klu bjam2 aku kna tgu jwbnya sila layari pic2 dlm fb endang ok..


half of the guys that nite

some of the girls...

len2 continue next entry la on my vacation to beach wth syada n eida

Monday, September 7, 2009

i am a final year student of mechanical engineering in UTP

WTF,,
being stuck in UTP having all kind of workload,,
shit~~~
i hate being lke this,,

being thinking of myself,,
wat is da best think i had done for my own self,,
shit!!
i cant get anytg back in mind..
does this means i nver done anytg for my own good???

eyaksss!!
disgusting wth myself on wat ever i hve been truuu....
uwawawa,,
feeling like tears wanna come out,,
but need to pretend thres nothng to push it to come out,,
let it be inside,,

pain is silent~~silent is pain
no mater wat phrase of this words come,,
i know i always in pain,,
heart pain,,
brain pain,,
no body noes,,
no body care,,
all them just noe they r epi wth their life,,
they thought us b epi too~~

wat an unfair life im having tru~~
am i lack of love??
im rich wth if,,
mom dad baby awin abg alia n all,,
loving da family,,

lack of frens??
i have plenty of frenss,,,
but do they noe wat i feel toward them??
i dont think so,,
they only noe im epi all da tme wth them,,

bullshit of myself,,
i never noe the way to express my own felling,,
arghhh,,
wat am i going to say??
lost already~~
wat i need now?
anybody can tell me??

i thnk i need a holiday,,
but i always thought,,
with whom am i going for the holidays??
frenss??
family??
frenss have their own family+bf+life..
my own family,,
mama bz abh bz,,adik2 still sekolah,,

huh,,
tired of expressing all this,,
lets get loud,,
be in calm position syazana,,
always remember thres smbody always watch u wherever u are,,
God is there,,
return to Him syazana,,
the only way to get the calmness,,
the peacefullness,,
be around it~~~

adeh:kureng pahala posa camni crita=..=